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I'm Just A Grown Up
02:37
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I woke up at seven hit the snooze till eleven
Just to figure out that I'm late for work
I think I know a lot of friends but I don't vibe with them
Because most of them are such fucking jerks
They think they're so fucking great but they like to debate
About whether my existence is valid
They come at me sideways while they smile in my face
And I'm just tryna to wolf down a salad
Please stop talking so loud you're giving me a headache
Oops somebody just hit up my pager I have to be home by eight
I'm a skate out of this bar and I know I've only had one drink
But, If I sneak out of here right now not one of you lot would blink
Because I'm just a grown up and I'm hating my life
I spend every evening on the edge of a knife
And this male pattern baldness has me missing hair dye
And my cat wouldn't notice if I unalived
We are just grown ups and we're hating our lives
We spend every evening on the edge of a knife
And this male pattern baldness has us missing hair dye
And our cats wouldn't notice if we unalived
And when the night is over whether I'm drunk or I'm sober
I'm surrounding by these four walls again
The sinks are always leaking and there's mold inside the ceiling
I don't know why I pay so much in rent
I would tear out all of my hair but there is isn't any there
And I chewed all of my nails to the bone
Maybe one day when I'm old when the market takes a toll
I'll be able to purchase a home
So I can have a mortgage of my own
And here it goes
Because I'm just a grown up and I'm hating my life
I spend every evening on the edge of a knife
And this male pattern baldness has me missing hair dye
And my cat wouldn't notice if I unalived
We are just grown ups and we're hating our lives
We spend every evening on the edge of a knife
And this male pattern baldness has us missing hair dye
And our cats wouldn't notice if we unalived
We are just grown ups and we're hating our lives
We spend every evening on the edge of a knife
And this male pattern baldness has us missing hair dye
And our cats wouldn't notice if we unalived
I'm just a grown up and I'm hating my life
I spend every evening on the edge of a knife
And this male pattern baldness has me missing hair dye
And my cat wouldn't notice if I unalived
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Hi my name is Fabien but call me pile of shit
my fit today so fucking feminine but I feel like a DICK
I don't want to go outside I just wanna feel sad now
If I do pull up then you can find me in the background
With the ghosts and cobwebs staring at the exit
Thinking bout the manything that make me wanna end it
Is this a fuck or a friendship? (miss me)
Snoop's having lunch in the bath room with me
Two stepping and our shoes is nifty
Listening to Gecs and we're doing Whitney
Nah this is a drug free zone
I'm tryna have some mind sex to some One Be Lo
If you know than you know come kick it
We making mistakes and we're drinking liquids
Still shaking from the coffee, thank you
For fighting off your demons to call me <3
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Supermodel Dracula
01:22
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I'm supermodel Dracula and these are all my woes
I only wear designer and I never pay for clothes (Money)
But every single picture that they take of me's a waste
Yes I'm dripping in designer but can't serve the camera face
Facing all my demons and I'm gathering my might
I sleep until it's dark outside and party through the night
I'm rich, I'm hot, I'm forever young to boot
And I'd trade it all for just a glimpse of my eternal youth
Is there something on my face I can't tell?
I never seem to do my makeup well
Everybody hates the way I smell
Immortality is such a hell
I walk into the party like fee-fi-fo-fum
My lipstick looks so fucking dumb
My bat form is so fucking snatched
I knew Shakespeare now I eat ass
I'm supermodel Dracula and these are all my woes
I only wear designer and I never pay for clothes (Money)
But every single picture that they take of me's a waste
Yes I'm dripping in designer but can't serve the camera face
Facing all my demons and I'm gathering my might
I sleep until it's dark outside and party through the night
I'm rich, I'm hot, I'm forever young to boot
And I'd trade it all for just a glimpse of my eternal youth
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Someone tells me what's the point?
I been facetiming these doinks
I ain't got no friends to join
All I've been hearing is oinks
All these opps inside the joint
I'm a slide out of the function
I done forgot how to function
Who the fuck cutting these onions?
I chimed in with a ain't you niggas ever heard?
I was too anxious to talk my shit but I heard every word
I don't write sins or tragedies girl I act in em
Seen a lot of angels round my devils my angels tryna act different
I see you wearing on our culture like a blankey
Imagine someone pop off of this snippet and ain't thank me
What the fuck! I am not about that
This for everyone skipping school to make hit the stu and spit
I hope you make a home that feels safe,
Whether that's inside a condo or a passport and a briefcase
If i see you slinkin' than I might just start to panic
I ain't got a burner but don't make me pull my carpet cannon
surrounded with passion, I am not the smartest guy
I ain't here to cop any fabric unless your market fly
Money party, I get all my chips on Hug and Tulpa
While these culture cultures try to change my mind like MK Ultra
Someone tells me what's the point?
I been facetiming these doinks
I ain't got no friends to join
All I've been hearing is oinks
All these opps inside the joint
I'm a slide out of the function
I done forgot how to function
Who the fuck cutting these onions?
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du MAURIERs
01:26
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I just wanna chill back with a pint
But I can't cause I need these stupid pills for my mind
I laugh but I really wanna die on the inside
Separating happy and sad with a thin line
You learn a lot of lessons looking stupid with a hula-hoop
You make a lot friends that you might never see as loup garous
There's blood inside the water and I smelt it
I gotta keep it secret or I dealt
Haunting the exit I'm tryna leave
Before butterfly stomach has me fall to my knees
Nah this a breeze, I'm swear I'm just dancing
Pretend I don't melt with each look that they hand me
Time for a smoke, not cause I want to
But I need a break to shake rust off this costume
Let's find a friendly face to interface with and talk
But first let's put on our game face in this washroom
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6. |
I'd Rather Be On Zoom
02:01
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I hate this whole shit
Everybody lying through their teeth like I don't notice
30 people deep
I be at the function tryna leave I hate this whole shit
Everybody lying through their teeth like I don't notice
I ain't give a genuine answer to even one ask
We're all shaking hands and kissing each other's dumbass
Fuck, my anxiety is double digits
If someone ask if I'm alright I am fucking dipping
I came here to do some fucking living
Spent the last three hours standing in somebody kitchen
30 people deep and I'm still lonely in this room
I never thought that I would say this but I would rather be on zoom
I been going sober but I'd rather be on shrooms
I can't feel a fucking thing and everybody wants to shmooze
I don't wanna rub shoulders with this fakery
Lending me a smile and an ear while they hate on me
Said my goodbyes now I'm out with a HURRAY
I'll see you all in a few days
I be in my room I'm trying to sleep but I can't catch a zed
I'm about to blow my fucking brains out leave the fabric red
I would read a book but there ain't one around I haven't read
So I've been watching tik toks just trying to have a laugh instead
My stomach growling so I'm yamming on some noodles
Wasting all my fucking post-its just burning them on doodles
I've been quitting weed so my dreams are fucking hellish lately
Trying to give my BODY BREAKS but lately it just fucking hates me
Glad I left that party but I'm lonely in my room
I never thought that I would say this but I would rather be on zoom
I been going sober but I'd rather be on shrooms
I can't feel a fucking thing and all I want to do is shmooze
I just need a little small talk and some flattery
Tell a couple jokes to some people that will laugh at me
That's it goodnight I'm out until tomorrow
Just another day of this sorrow, HUG MOSH
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Let's Fight Brandon
01:50
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I'm covered in dust up on your shelf
I wish I woke up as anybody else
If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself
If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself
I feel alone when I'm around friends
I'm so exhausted from playing pretend
How are you all so naturally social?
I'm anxious alone in my room tracking these vocals
I secretly wish you would ask me to chill
I've wanted to ask you but I never will
Write you a message, delete it, and repeat
Ignore when you call, tell myself you don't need me
I wrote you a message Mom saying goodbye
Then I downloaded Elden Ring so I'm still alive
LOL JK, real men cry
That's just my allergies, bugs in my eyes
I'm covered in dust up on your shelf
I wish I woke up as anybody else
If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself
If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself
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You make me feel like a king and queen
What if kissed by the shrek pinball machine
What if we layed down what if we madeout
What if we kissed by the shrek pinball machine
What if we went skinny dipping in a lake
what if we kissed by the shrek pinball
What if we made some black velvet cake
What if we kissed by the shrek pinball machine
Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona be mine!
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Let's grab shawarma, need a mixed plate
I got 5 for your high
And some decos for your griptape
Double check the addy
Now we big late
I'm hear to make a movie and mistake
I'm chilling with the cuddliest of sorry we ain't guys
Or girls, so step aside
Or my fist hello your eye
I'm here to get a clue, secure the bag or catch a vibe
Instead of looking scary I suggest you walk on by
Hi my name is Tulpa and I'm feeling naughty
Everyone's invited so let's throw a party
Boys don't shoot your shot I know you're feeling cocky
All I want right now is for a girl to haunt me
It's a money party you're invited if you act right
Otherwise we don't want any party to your bad vibes
Anywhere around the world and any address online
Many parties, many places, got your back in Mach 5
Me and Tulpa cooling with ghoulies and the ghosts
Rest in peace this dancefloor cause we all doing the most
Continent to continent and coast to every coast
This for every loner, loser please throw up a toast
If you're lonely we are to
And this party's just for you
You're invited to the crew
If they're hating chunk a deuce
Goodbye!
Only time for good vibes
If there's hate in their heart
Tell them suckers good night
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11. |
Cool Dance
03:14
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I don't give a fuck how you feel
Not one of you fetches are real
I been court tryna mass appeal
You can spare me from your schpeel
I ain't bout to live under your heel
I don't give a fuck what you think
I been living life on the brink
I see how you slither and slink
Trying slip another ounce in my drinks
I've been feeling
Awe struck so shook
Everybody judging my look
Somebody just please hold my hand
Show me how to do that cool dance
I don't give a fuck about the cool kids
Except when I get to be the cool kid
I spend every moment feeling useless
I'd trade everything to just be clueless
I don't give a fuck what you think
I been living life on the brink
I see how you slither and slink
Trying make me give you energy and ink
I've been feeling
Awe struck so shook
Everybody judging my look
Somebody just please hold my hand
Show me how to do that cool dance
Awe shucks, I'm shook
Everyone is digging, my look
Somebody just came, grabbed my hand
To show me how to do this cool dance
Awe struck so shook
Everybody judging my look
Somebody just please hold my hand
Show me how to do that cool dance
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