I woke up at seven hit the snooze till eleven Just to figure out that I'm late for work I think I know a lot of friends but I don't vibe with them Because most of them are such fucking jerks They think they're so fucking great but they like to debate About whether my existence is valid They come at me sideways while they smile in my face And I'm just tryna to wolf down a salad Please stop talking so loud you're giving me a headache Oops somebody just hit up my pager I have to be home by eight I'm a skate out of this bar and I know I've only had one drink But, If I sneak out of here right now not one of you lot would blink Because I'm just a grown up and I'm hating my life I spend every evening on the edge of a knife And this male pattern baldness has me missing hair dye And my cat wouldn't notice if I unalived We are just grown ups and we're hating our lives We spend every evening on the edge of a knife And this male pattern baldness has us missing hair dye And our cats wouldn't notice if we unalived And when the night is over whether I'm drunk or I'm sober I'm surrounding by these four walls again The sinks are always leaking and there's mold inside the ceiling I don't know why I pay so much in rent I would tear out all of my hair but there is isn't any there And I chewed all of my nails to the bone Maybe one day when I'm old when the market takes a toll I'll be able to purchase a home So I can have a mortgage of my own And here it goes Because I'm just a grown up and I'm hating my life I spend every evening on the edge of a knife And this male pattern baldness has me missing hair dye And my cat wouldn't notice if I unalived We are just grown ups and we're hating our lives We spend every evening on the edge of a knife And this male pattern baldness has us missing hair dye And our cats wouldn't notice if we unalived We are just grown ups and we're hating our lives We spend every evening on the edge of a knife And this male pattern baldness has us missing hair dye And our cats wouldn't notice if we unalived I'm just a grown up and I'm hating my life I spend every evening on the edge of a knife And this male pattern baldness has me missing hair dye And my cat wouldn't notice if I unalived

Hi my name is Fabien but call me pile of shit my fit today so fucking feminine but I feel like a DICK I don't want to go outside I just wanna feel sad now If I do pull up then you can find me in the background With the ghosts and cobwebs staring at the exit Thinking bout the manything that make me wanna end it Is this a fuck or a friendship? (miss me) Snoop's having lunch in the bath room with me Two stepping and our shoes is nifty Listening to Gecs and we're doing Whitney Nah this is a drug free zone I'm tryna have some mind sex to some One Be Lo If you know than you know come kick it We making mistakes and we're drinking liquids Still shaking from the coffee, thank you For fighting off your demons to call me <3

I'm supermodel Dracula and these are all my woes I only wear designer and I never pay for clothes (Money) But every single picture that they take of me's a waste Yes I'm dripping in designer but can't serve the camera face Facing all my demons and I'm gathering my might I sleep until it's dark outside and party through the night I'm rich, I'm hot, I'm forever young to boot And I'd trade it all for just a glimpse of my eternal youth Is there something on my face I can't tell? I never seem to do my makeup well Everybody hates the way I smell Immortality is such a hell I walk into the party like fee-fi-fo-fum My lipstick looks so fucking dumb My bat form is so fucking snatched I knew Shakespeare now I eat ass I'm supermodel Dracula and these are all my woes I only wear designer and I never pay for clothes (Money) But every single picture that they take of me's a waste Yes I'm dripping in designer but can't serve the camera face Facing all my demons and I'm gathering my might I sleep until it's dark outside and party through the night I'm rich, I'm hot, I'm forever young to boot And I'd trade it all for just a glimpse of my eternal youth

Someone tells me what's the point? I been facetiming these doinks I ain't got no friends to join All I've been hearing is oinks All these opps inside the joint I'm a slide out of the function I done forgot how to function Who the fuck cutting these onions? I chimed in with a ain't you niggas ever heard? I was too anxious to talk my shit but I heard every word I don't write sins or tragedies girl I act in em Seen a lot of angels round my devils my angels tryna act different I see you wearing on our culture like a blankey Imagine someone pop off of this snippet and ain't thank me What the fuck! I am not about that This for everyone skipping school to make hit the stu and spit I hope you make a home that feels safe, Whether that's inside a condo or a passport and a briefcase If i see you slinkin' than I might just start to panic I ain't got a burner but don't make me pull my carpet cannon surrounded with passion, I am not the smartest guy I ain't here to cop any fabric unless your market fly Money party, I get all my chips on Hug and Tulpa While these culture cultures try to change my mind like MK Ultra Someone tells me what's the point? I been facetiming these doinks I ain't got no friends to join All I've been hearing is oinks All these opps inside the joint I'm a slide out of the function I done forgot how to function Who the fuck cutting these onions?

I just wanna chill back with a pint But I can't cause I need these stupid pills for my mind I laugh but I really wanna die on the inside Separating happy and sad with a thin line You learn a lot of lessons looking stupid with a hula-hoop You make a lot friends that you might never see as loup garous There's blood inside the water and I smelt it I gotta keep it secret or I dealt Haunting the exit I'm tryna leave Before butterfly stomach has me fall to my knees Nah this a breeze, I'm swear I'm just dancing Pretend I don't melt with each look that they hand me Time for a smoke, not cause I want to But I need a break to shake rust off this costume Let's find a friendly face to interface with and talk But first let's put on our game face in this washroom

I hate this whole shit Everybody lying through their teeth like I don't notice 30 people deep I be at the function tryna leave I hate this whole shit Everybody lying through their teeth like I don't notice I ain't give a genuine answer to even one ask We're all shaking hands and kissing each other's dumbass Fuck, my anxiety is double digits If someone ask if I'm alright I am fucking dipping I came here to do some fucking living Spent the last three hours standing in somebody kitchen 30 people deep and I'm still lonely in this room I never thought that I would say this but I would rather be on zoom I been going sober but I'd rather be on shrooms I can't feel a fucking thing and everybody wants to shmooze I don't wanna rub shoulders with this fakery Lending me a smile and an ear while they hate on me Said my goodbyes now I'm out with a HURRAY I'll see you all in a few days I be in my room I'm trying to sleep but I can't catch a zed I'm about to blow my fucking brains out leave the fabric red I would read a book but there ain't one around I haven't read So I've been watching tik toks just trying to have a laugh instead My stomach growling so I'm yamming on some noodles Wasting all my fucking post-its just burning them on doodles I've been quitting weed so my dreams are fucking hellish lately Trying to give my BODY BREAKS but lately it just fucking hates me Glad I left that party but I'm lonely in my room I never thought that I would say this but I would rather be on zoom I been going sober but I'd rather be on shrooms I can't feel a fucking thing and all I want to do is shmooze I just need a little small talk and some flattery Tell a couple jokes to some people that will laugh at me That's it goodnight I'm out until tomorrow Just another day of this sorrow, HUG MOSH

I'm covered in dust up on your shelf I wish I woke up as anybody else If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself I feel alone when I'm around friends I'm so exhausted from playing pretend How are you all so naturally social? I'm anxious alone in my room tracking these vocals I secretly wish you would ask me to chill I've wanted to ask you but I never will Write you a message, delete it, and repeat Ignore when you call, tell myself you don't need me I wrote you a message Mom saying goodbye Then I downloaded Elden Ring so I'm still alive LOL JK, real men cry That's just my allergies, bugs in my eyes I'm covered in dust up on your shelf I wish I woke up as anybody else If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself If it wasn't for my steam account I'd fucking kill myself

You make me feel like a king and queen What if kissed by the shrek pinball machine What if we layed down what if we madeout What if we kissed by the shrek pinball machine What if we went skinny dipping in a lake what if we kissed by the shrek pinball What if we made some black velvet cake What if we kissed by the shrek pinball machine Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona, Fiona be mine!

Let's grab shawarma, need a mixed plate I got 5 for your high And some decos for your griptape Double check the addy Now we big late I'm hear to make a movie and mistake I'm chilling with the cuddliest of sorry we ain't guys Or girls, so step aside Or my fist hello your eye I'm here to get a clue, secure the bag or catch a vibe Instead of looking scary I suggest you walk on by Hi my name is Tulpa and I'm feeling naughty Everyone's invited so let's throw a party Boys don't shoot your shot I know you're feeling cocky All I want right now is for a girl to haunt me It's a money party you're invited if you act right Otherwise we don't want any party to your bad vibes Anywhere around the world and any address online Many parties, many places, got your back in Mach 5 Me and Tulpa cooling with ghoulies and the ghosts Rest in peace this dancefloor cause we all doing the most Continent to continent and coast to every coast This for every loner, loser please throw up a toast If you're lonely we are to And this party's just for you You're invited to the crew If they're hating chunk a deuce Goodbye! Only time for good vibes If there's hate in their heart Tell them suckers good night

I don't give a fuck how you feel Not one of you fetches are real I been court tryna mass appeal You can spare me from your schpeel I ain't bout to live under your heel I don't give a fuck what you think I been living life on the brink I see how you slither and slink Trying slip another ounce in my drinks I've been feeling Awe struck so shook Everybody judging my look Somebody just please hold my hand Show me how to do that cool dance I don't give a fuck about the cool kids Except when I get to be the cool kid I spend every moment feeling useless I'd trade everything to just be clueless I don't give a fuck what you think I been living life on the brink I see how you slither and slink Trying make me give you energy and ink I've been feeling Awe struck so shook Everybody judging my look Somebody just please hold my hand Show me how to do that cool dance Awe shucks, I'm shook Everyone is digging, my look Somebody just came, grabbed my hand To show me how to do this cool dance Awe struck so shook Everybody judging my look Somebody just please hold my hand Show me how to do that cool dance